做工了
受伤了
好大一个疤痕
好痛
自己默默承受

我是怎么了
每天没心情
是空虚吗
真的好空虚
好空虚
怎么办

我到底是怎么了
空虚
就找事情做啊
做了
还是一样
心情变得更差
差透了

好想哭
大大的哭一场
把一切抛开

为什么
我时常都在问自己
为什么
为什么
什么都为什么
可是
怎样都找不到答案

到底是为什么

感动

世事无常~
很多人都无法相信
上天是那么的残忍~
为什么
不能平平安安
过每一天
要有生老病死
这些东西的存在?

人类
就这么无能吗?
是的,人类只能好好的过日子
没有遗憾的走完一生~

那是多么的悲唉啊~

世间情
不管多么温暖
多么精彩
多么残酷
多么的悲唉
也是
一生
对吧?

所以
大家都珍惜
在一起的每一刻时光
深怕
下一秒
人类就会灭亡
消失无踪
世界也会
消失

最近
我交了一个很好的朋友
他叫我要感恩
做什么事
都要感恩
对人
也要感恩
因为
大家
都是伟大的~

大家要感恩!!

刚读了一个朋友的部落格
他写了遗言
真的
他放开了
所有
情事杂念
放开一切
只是回忆着所有的
快乐~
开开心心过每一天
每一刻~

我看了
好感动
落泪了

他教导我
要懂事
不要太过执着
于每一件事
每一个人
那只会
让自己痛苦
悲伤
却什么也没得到

谢谢你
摇摇~

雨下了很久
我的思绪也犹豫了很久

想想以前的事
现在的事
以后的事

要怎么办呢??

好久好久没有生病了
这场病
真的生了好多天了
都快两个星期了
该怎么办?

怎样都不会好
喝了止咳露
也不会好
喝何人可凉茶
也没有好

睡觉开冷气
隔天起来
连话都说不出
真的好辛苦

有谁能来帮我吗?

来KL的日子

我想你了
这几天
下雨了
想想
在我另一边的你
有没有好好照顾自己
冷的时候
记得要多加件衣
不要冷到哦
不要太累了
要多休息

我
生病了
人在KL
咳嗽咳的很厉害
整个声音都沙哑了
喉咙好像要破掉了
真的好辛苦

来KL
到现在为止
就只是早早起来去''打工''
每一天6点多起身
7点出门
做到2点多3点才回去啊姨家
然后就吃饭看戏睡觉
这样烂糟糟的一天就过去了
到现在
我只去逛了
一个小时的shopping
在JUSCO
也只买了
一件SEED的衣服
然后就回去啊姨家了

好巧
一来到KL
我的大姨妈来了
加上生病
真的好辛苦

真希望大姨妈快点完
生病快点好

昨天是啊姨的生日
我们到酒楼去吃晚餐
那里的菜式都好大样
我们7个人
吃不完
因为啊卢姐和我的胃
都不舒服
所以只吃了一点点
不过那里的菜真的好吃
谢谢表哥买单
等我以后出来赚钱
我一定会请你们吃大餐回到家后
我们便帮啊姨庆祝生日
我们点蜡烛
唱生日歌
切蛋糕
吃蛋糕
开开心心
和乐融融
庆祝完后
我便搭表哥的便车
去到他家
上网
好久没上网了
好不容易可以上网
要好好的上了
哈哈

表嫂
还给了我两袋
美美的衣服
我选了我要的一袋
真的好美
谢谢表嫂

也谢谢表哥表嫂表姐
帮我搬床给我睡
谢谢你们
爱你们哟^^

真希望
我的病赶快好起来

因为星期天
我要去怡保看我外公
好久没看到他了
有没有瘦了
有没有定时吃饭
有没有生病
要好好照顾身体啊

还有
下星期一23号
我被学校派
去UPM
参加一个
生活营
可是
我又生病
又来大姨妈
怎么去呢
奥脑
烦烦烦

真希望病快点好
还有
大姨妈快放过我!!!
我就谢天谢地了

p/s:好想去逛街...55....

下雨了
我淋了雨
心情好差
唱歌发泄
哭了一场
心好痛
要窒息了
为什么
那么心痛

心
好像被
割掉了
无法呼吸

想念
真的好痛苦
好痛苦

爱
真的是这样吗
为什么我总是不敢面对
一切

我还爱你吗
真的爱你吗
我把你当成什么
代替品
真心相对
认真的
还是玩玩
还是什么都不是
到底是什么

世界末日到了吗
怎样的
黑暗
可怕
恐怖
我可以面对吗

这世界
爱是什么
情又是什么
唉
真的不了解

下雨天
好睡觉
就好好的睡一觉吧
忘了一切
就会开心

为什么
你总那么凶
我要哭了
为什么
我为什么
要哭
为什么
要哭
为了什么
要哭
为什么要哭
怎么了

被雨淋了一天
脸上的是
雨水还是
泪水
分不清了

为什么
为什么
为什么
为什么

谁能告诉我

为什么

为什么

为什么

为什么

为什么
就那么一点
也不行吗

我要的
只是一点
一点而已
都不能给吗

好心痛
好心痛
好心痛
真的真的
好心痛

算了
哭过
发泄过
泪也干了
声音没了

没人了解

放了吧
不舍得
放不下手

为什么
那么傻
那么傻

时间
真的能让过去流逝吗
希望吧

慢慢的让它走吧

慢慢的
慢慢的
让它从你身边
离开

休息下吧
也许能让你想清楚
你要的
到底是什么

坚强
勇敢
就是要经过挫折
才能
成长
失败
再来过
不要气馁

加油
你可以的
忘了一切
从新来过
崭新的生活
等着你

好好过每一天
让它精彩
让它美好
让它开心

留下好的回忆
就算只剩最后一秒
也要好好珍惜
好好面对事实
积极面对一切
才是好的
逃避不是借口
面对一切

改变吧
加油

happy~

today is a happy day~~wohooo~~
so happy~
exam not difficult like me think
haha~
today ~when i go school~i c rui rui de car behind me~
i wait her go up together..hehe~~
so happy man~~
when we reach class
our class like a pasar~hehe~
not like a science class~
then we go and joan and fren~
my dear a ni de eyes,wa........so big~like 熊猫~hehe~
i though she din sleep last night...
she was so sad and bad mood~~
that boy a,,,bully my dear a ni o~
heng~
i wan scold him o~
say so bad de thing...
heng~~
but today we hav tell her not too 在意..
coz she will find the good next time...
dun too sad...

today de exam not so difficult la...
i can do it..
so happy~
my holiday coming soon~~
wohooo~~
16 i will go kl~~
till 30 just back~~
so long de holiday~i wan play~play~play~and play~~
so happy~~~


today i got receive the sejarah,
i get 50 marks o~~
wohooo~~
so excited....
i really..
so happy la....kaka~
lalalalala~~

happy everyday~~

morning

today no school
but i wake up very early
go having breakfast v my parents at 老巴刹
beside tmnet
we park the car at the 后巷
we go and find the place at the restaurant
then after we sit
the waiter ask us drinks
my mum and i ask for teh o and milo
after that i go ask for the fishball nooodles
i so like that
my parents also
so delicious

after finish eating
we pack fishball for my grandma
we fetch mummy go tuition centre
then daddy and i go ''add oil'' at mobile
after that we go home

reach home
*playing computer
*sleeping
*doin theory
*msn
*sms
*playing facebook
*post blog

happy enjoy holiday morning^^

tired

tired to do everything...
i want sleep...sleep...everything cant happen on my site...
can i do this?
sleep untill what ever time i wan wake up.....

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tired!!! bored!!!
why the exam is so long..
why..
so difficult...
i dun no
no mood to study...
study also dun no..

please let me go...

no mood

today no mood to exam physics....when i c the paper i scream...and the Encik Hairul change our place in the exam...i dun like..but not very difference v before..just similar...just only one boy one gal one boy one gal....my place was so hot.....i dun like...but me is the lucky one..joan so pity,sit in front the blackboard....ruey is better than joan...but too near to teaacher,i think she more pressure in the exam today...cant do anything..hehe..gambateh bah!!!

2moro is add math...the most i scare de subject....so difficult...only pass the exam paper for one time only....hehe...i think i cant score good 2moro..haiz...but also wan ''jin li'' right?i will gambateh!!!
i will work hard...betty, u can!!! dun let them upset...haha....muacks~

physics,u r so bad

physics a physics,why u so difficult...i cant understand...how i going answer exam tomorrow???haiz...study hard..study whole day today..damn tired now.....someone can help me??i will thank u...i really ask help from others...physics so difficult....soooooooo difficult....what can i do now?just only can study hard..can remember how many as i can do now...555...someone come and help me..please....GOD bless me...dun open too difficult question to me....i will cry if i cant do...please...i want die dy...the exam soooo difficult....so many....i cant do it...i must get good score....i must work hard...who can help me now???i wan the tips how to study physics...if someone know,please...i really need now....thx..

exam week

i m having so many days of exam...almost 12 days....damn tired....but we hav exam for 1 week more already...very tired....just pass 8 subject only...so many subject....and today is having mathematics paper 1&2..in the early morning,my dad fetch me go to school by 7am...so late..damn tired...after that i go and buy nasi lemak for my friend and I..i buy so many..9 pack..wohooo...so delicious..after i reach school,the PA sistem call all the form4 student go dataran perhimpunan,coz hav taklimat...we all go there...so trouble...we all think no good news...really...not hav good news....the headmaster said someone ppl de parents call school say that 4ST2 hav someone copy at the exam...so open today's assembly..so boring....after 10 minute,we go back class..we all having discussion after back class...we just thinking the possible person..two person together...we so hate them..whole class hate them....damaged our class image..dun let me know who hav calll that...we all no mood to exam today...all bad mood....and the math also trouble...so difficult in paper 2....all die...but luckily the paper 1 is better than paper 2...we all having bad mood whole morning....that both gal..i dun wan to talk la...so angry....

after school,i go and buy a cup of coolblog...so nice to drink,the most i like is watermelon milk tea plus pearl..so tasty...wohooo....when i reach home,i go and open my laptop and play facebook....doin something stupid...hehe...now i m blogging...tired....

2moro having the physics paper...i think we all also die one...especially teh paper 2,hav structure and essay...haiz....so difficult la....i wan study...and study..and study...but no mood to study la..playing game let me more interest....hehe...we must study good and can answer the question...hav someome say us copy in the exam,they jealous...so we want do the best result for them...let them upset...haha...they say us but they hav copy their own...so all hav wrong....hehe...this time,when the teacher comes in,all 'c' us very straight....din bring something to our class to do...just 'c'us then enough...so hate...cant do anything..even want c the mirror also cannot...especially the period of cikgu mary....she said,''who let me c the mirror and comb i will destroy them and throw them to the dustbin...espcially gal...i hav saw the same person doing that...''we all think she was jealous not hav beautifull hair to c right....haha..jealous....so bad....we are naught class....but we happily together...all good each other...except that two ppl la....hehe...

ok ,i wan go study....gambateh!!!!fast fast finish the exam,fast fast can go travelling...hehe...can go singapore,kuala lumpur,ipoh.kedah and somewhere else...haha...so happy....wohooo^^

an unhappy holiday

today is a holiday morning...is good for sleeping...haha~XD~today i sleep until 12.35pm just wake up...(so sweet dream...haha..)after i hav my breaklunch,my mummy call me help her at 4pm coz too many student already she cant take all...after that , i ask my daddy wanna go out o not..he say: ''just wait a while then can go out..'' after 20 minutes more,he told me wanna go out already..i haven prepare everything..i say to him can late go out o not he say cannot..he wanna go out now..and i no choice lo..faster change cloth and take something go out v him lo..then.....the things that i hate is....after i go downstair,he ask grandma wanna go kluang mall o not..and say me wanna pospone the time!!!!!(walao!!!!say me like this..so angry...not my fault leh!!!)not this only....after reach kluang mall,my daddy ask me accompany grandma go pacific buy something that she need...is ok...but after buying things...is raining cats and dogs outside kluang mall...(oh my god!!!i hate raining!!!!) then , my daddy go and take the car and drive to ''big door''fetch us..is raining heavily..the guard dun let the car drive beside leh..(so hate that guard...XD..)ok...my daddy is driving car coming soon...i take the bloody heavy things and help grandma go inside the car...my behind is wet horrible....too horrible.....haiz...so hate raining...this also nevermine...after that i go my mummy tuition centre...the first floor is ''water flood'' so terrible....haiz..when i reach, my daddy wanna me help him find something..but actually i dun no where the things is..so my moood so bad...angry and angry and angry.....at last i find the thing my daddy wan...so hot and cold....haiz.....head very pain..like wannna die already....i hate this feel..is ok...i take the thing to him and ''showering'''again.....after i transfer things to daddy...i bec to the centre...there is so cold....very cold coz hav air-cond....and i begin '''a-ti'' so many time and feel so cold and headache..and all my body so wet and wet and wet at all....haiz....after 6pm i go home by car...in the car i fight v my daddy say somethings else angry from us...so angry..(actually not my fault...he say is mine not good)haiz....after reach home....go to my ''sweet place''-----my room...XD~haha..that is the place i like and that is the most comfortable place i like it..hehe~

what is fren...???

Fren are not a GAME to play , FRENS are not just a word to say,fren do not start in JANUARY & end in DECEMBER , ''frens'' means YESTERDAY , TODAY & FOREVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fren is the best person whose can help us solve the problem
fren also can support us when we in down mood
Frens is the best person..really...
hav a word say that'' with parents at home , with frens at outside''
so..friends is important than many things..

Friends is my all life!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

melacca trip pic~

this all the pic that i catch at melacca


hav my fren and cute animal,bird....

fun trip^^

there is a fun trip to melacca...haha~so fun..we go by 630am early in the morning...we must reach school bout 530am..so early...this was a wrong thing did by chooi nyok...the bus was coming 630am..she told us 530am must reach..the bus din wait us if we late..so we all go school by 530am lo..(so tired..man~)haizzzz..630am we start the trip by a full air-cond bus...bout 2 hours..we almost reached there..then,we go the''malaysia's eye''..so fun...we only paid RM6.40..can do 6 round~haha..so good...we all catch the pic inside the '''eye''...hehe~so fun la..after that,we all go to buy the drinks...(the drinks so expansive....1 cup RM3.50 o...)then we bec bus and we went shopping for 4 hours..hehe~so nice...i bought a RM15 t-shirt..so beautiful...haha~

sad...
bad mood...
unhappy........
cry....cry........cry..............cry............cry...........
cry................cry.......................cry.................................
bad mood now.......
everything not my fault........
haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...................

nEw LiFe^@^

haha~everthing will solved....hehe~la~la~la~hehe..so happy now..i will change to others person in my new life now..haha~

sorry

why?
why?
why?
why?
why?
why u wan treat me like this?
if i wrong please forgive me....please..
i dun no how..
anybody can tell me how to do now o nt?
please....
please.......
please.........

today..there was a happy time at school...but hav a little unhappy because the Miss Mary again...she call me ''a soh''~i really hate this name...i dun like her...she is too fierce...i really hate..today she give us a model answer of a formal letter..topic is THE ROAD SAFETY ..the letter is bout the road safety club of SMKTH wanna get a sponsor details from the polis to do this programme..so the secretary must write a letter to the polis station to comform the sponsor..then,the teacher begin to talk the format of that letter...last,she wan us to complete the copy essay and pass up by recess time..there is no time to do..but all of us also do it quickly and unhappy the teacher at all...all of us say the next time we do the work to her and dun wan talk to her...haha~so bad..

And,mishel was decided to celebrate her birthday at the 'kluang country golf club'v all her good friend..(included me la~hehe~XD)..the time is 16th March,6pm sharp...she said all of the girl must wear dress..haha~and must 'decorate' beautiful at that day..however,that day is also jia xin's birthday..haha~so,two person will celebrate together~XD

so happy v them....i lke them...because they let me get lots of happy memories...thank you!!my friend^^

this is my love picture take by the batu pahat's hotel..that day i got a dancing performance by the church...because the coming of'you ya'..haha~that's the third time i go to do the performance at batu pahat...lots fun there..haha~

today..i had a small headache..and go school..almost fall sleep..so..hehe~(hav something happen beside me)And,today many teacher is not around..then i free all this morninig..hehe~but i also feel so unhappy..coz so many thing wanna do at the same time..so tired..and tired anymore..(actually hav a little bit lazy to do the work...)at the school..the most i hate is english lesson~~because the teacher Mary Thomas is so leh cher...haha..(i dun ike her not the reason she is not good..but i cant think some good n happy thing by her..hehe~XD@@actually sometimes we can receive something joke from her..hehe~XD)she is good..but hav a little fierce(actually she is not fierce la..but still only can get fierce from her..haha~)that's her pattern~haha..that is in the morning..

Afternoon time feel so tired n bad mood..cause the sleeply~haha~waiting the bus at the school...wanna go home early coz i hav another piano lesson at the 3.30pm..i wan sleep a while then got energy to do the best performance to the teacher..but....haizzzzz...when i till bus station..there hav no bus at all..so badluck..but luckly my dad wanna fetch my grandmother go my aunt office...so i can take the car home...haha...so happpy that...but reach home almost 3pm already..when i reach home..whatever din do..the 1st things i do is sleepling..haha~like a pig..hehe~is too tired..everyday study the exam..and go tuition,tuition and tuition..haiz..very tired..but if i din go tuition my all subject will failed..(i think only la..but mathematics and bc i cnt failed de...XD~coz that two subject is my favourite subject...hehe~)ok..return to the topic that i say..hehe~after i wake up..i see the time is almost 3.45pm...huhh!!so late already...because i too tired so i din go bath then'terus pergi tidur'like a pig..XD~so i hurry go bath(so smelly~XD) and afterward i prepare my thing..haha~

~after 10 more minutes...i go out already by 11 bus..haha...(still so sleeply..XD)haha^^when i reach music centre..there is no one at the front..so i pushed the door bell..haha~my teacher come out and help me to open the door..surely asking me the reason y i was late for the lesson..haha~i really dun no how to say...then no choice..only can say the truth..haha~XD~[~sleep late..~]haiz....and the thing i ''receive'' is scolding by teacher la..~XD~after 2 hours ago...i bec home by 11 bus also..haizzz...my dad lo..dun wan come to fetch me bec o..then when i reach home...the 1st thing is see the computer ..coz my dear dear so long time din reply me already...i very miss him...haiz...but the results is still not hav reply me...then i go sleep..sleep........

*****wait me wake up wanna wait a long long time....haha..XD~

我最可爱的朋友~

他们可爱吧？哈哈~

运动会终于完了~

我最近太忙了~

都是那运动会咯~

我每天就是在忙着练步操，练比赛的项目阿~

除了这些还是这些~哎~累死了~

现在，运动会终于结束了~可以好好的休息咯~哈哈

不过累归累~还挺开心的~

虽然我为了步操，把我自己练得像“黑人”一样~可是我最在乎的就是

大家相聚在一起的时候~

好怀念~

虽然我们没有赢~我们还是很享受其中的过程~

所以~不会伤心哟！！哈哈~

除了步操呢~我还有运动项目阿~赛跑~呵呵^^

我赢得了一面金牌哦~好开心~呵呵

除了这些，我的队也赢了哦~

蓝队是最棒的~哈哈~

明年一定要保持水准哦~哈哈~

*最后*

“比赛不在乎结果，而是在乎过程”

要记住这句话哦~

倒霉到不行的一天~

今天一大早我起来的时候，看了一下时间。。哦！惨了，时间迟了。。就马上起来去换衣服，没料到我就“砰”了一下。。撞到了头，好痛哦。。酱就算了，一上车，又给我妈将到学校去，实在是。。。够力！！哈哈~哎~当我一上学校的楼梯，我又跌倒了，哎~真的很倒霉勒。。那也算了，一进到课室，老师已经来了。。惨了咯。。中罚。。。哎~今天真的很倒霉勒。。还有下课要吃东西又来不到我要的。。很讨厌勒。。我今天真的很倒霉，不知道是中了什么衰运。。哎~

mY cUtE aNgAnG~

the first day of the new year ^.^

On The First Day oF tis YeAr , I hErEbY tAkE tis ChAnCe To Thank u FoR bEiNg A fRiEnD tHrU tHe YeAr & MoRe 2 CoMe^^

Happy New Year & A Blessed Year Ahead!
~Smile always o~